I'm unsatisfied with my current way of living. Well it is inconvenient for me to list the details but most people would know what I am referring to.

I have yet to find that glisten in life right now to motivate me and keep me going, to point out that yes I'm in the right direction. It has yet to appear, and dictatorships and mundane routines overwhelm me right now. It feels like being entrapped in an intangible fray of mist and having to find my way out by bumping around and searching aimlessly. It doesn't feel good. Perhaps the physical wounds are a manifestation of my mind, bruised and lacerated. These 5 days acted as a temporal catharsis for me, and I'm so annoyed that it's ending soon. No worries, another 3 more days to such an escapism again.

You might say that I'm weak, yes I am but I really need that beacon in my life. I don't like sitting around for a few hours anticipating for the worst to occur. What made me even more disillusioned is seeing the extent some people are willing to go to just to save their own asses even at the expense of their own moral conscience. It's disturbing.

School is heaven.

愛無愧

耀眼金色的包装
你今天好比如一束花
明天这一刻璀璨吗
拆开金色的包装
我今天应该能看到吧
谁故意去诱惑
沉迷难逃吗
或者心里就似是有鬼
越想触碰越要学放低
有一种忌讳是一世
什么亦能摧毁　Hmm Hmm
或者可以自我控制
别理会世间引诱艳丽
谁可以
就算得到身边一切
然而仍能无愧
就怪当天不小心
那一丝的差错已送魂
连带了今天的处分
结果一早应该知道
竟胆敢一试太过分
忘记有过快乐
如毫无良心
为了需要甚至献计
在这乱世间引诱艳丽
如果你妄想得到身边一切
对错任你控制