i forgot how long it was since i allowed the walls around me to crumble and reveal the vulnerable side about myself.

maybe i had been holding back so much that i've reached my limit. the retaining structure could no longer suppress and deflect the roaring rampage of emotions so dying to inundate my mind.

well, at least it was a form of catharsis and if i try really hard to look at it in the positive light, perhaps it served to remind me of the lost innocence i used to have. after all, it is supposed to represent purity isn't it?

ugh. migraine.

'only the educated are free.' says who? lies.