2 more weeks to CTs. time's really passing pretty fast. sad to say, i haven't started on my revision and i am not sure when i will ever start.

there is just so much to store into my small pea brain. there is definitely space for geography and literature but well, that is just as much as i can keep. i am kissing goodbye to maths and econs, especially the latter. part of me is screaming out to fail econs during CT so that i can drop to H1. only need to write one essay for H1 compared to the three essays for H2, pretty worth it if you ask me.

sidetracking a little, i am really looking forward to the march geography trip. it would be like a A14 excursion, you people better don't pangseh! i can envision us cramming in one room and partying all night. sigh, thinking about post-CTs isn't going to do me any good.

many thanks to vanessa and huishan who came down to VJ to give me the balloons and cake! i am so sorry the 'Happy Birthday' balloon burst because some sharp branch stabbed it to death and i went around with 'Wish me Now'. i look freaking retarded and i counted that at least 50 people glared at the words while boring me a look of disdain and bemusement. still, it was very sweet of the both of you. JADE I AM GONNA DIVORCE YOU!

i finally understand the pain of those who live far far away from school like sengkang, yes i mean it. i took 43 today and ended up at punggol wtf after glueing to the seat for 1hr. it is such a derelict piece of wasteland but the mrt station was spacious and dazzling. -eyes wide open and sparkling with admiration- first time there, sorry i know i am very kuku. had dinner at ajisan with the dog and lyn and talked about some class issues. hmm, i am starting to think that i like small pep talks. no! stay emo. i wonder if i really look unfriendly. oh well.

back to the root problem. i am so fed up with myself for closing in on so many. IT IS NOT AS IF I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH ON MY HANDS ALREADY. stop popping out you sycophants. oops. wrong word. i just felt like quoting it from Duchess Of Malfi. okay the correct phrase would be, stop eyeing already!

it is one more day to liberation. perhaps i should find some secluded pub to begin my first official sip of the alchohol. okay but that is so predictable. legal age = drinking? come on, have some sense of novelty.

wookay. this is a wordy post so i shall end here. bye.