i just woke up from 5hours of sleep. dang. i missed the ah ma show. IT'S BEEN THREE DAYS ALREADY! oh, and school's starting really soon, i'm so dreading it.

speaking of school, J2 really seems to be a terror. i was on the bus to tampines that day, and since school has already started for the primary and secondary schools, so naturally i would see them on the bus. the whole process was constantly renewed, waiting at bus-stop after school, boarding the bus, alighting from the bus, walking home, end. i can almost my life being like that when school starts, so void, so mundane, so boring.

thinking of it already sends shiver down my spine. i don't want to come home everyday and the first thing i do after bathing and stuff is to study, staring at the pointless books and confined by four walls, on top of the house being empty most of the time. such a terrible envision. okay, i feel like such a loser for whining about how pathetic life is/will be.

class chalet turned out to be such a bloop. attendance was bad = lack of interesting activities = total waste of time. i'm not gonna plan anything for the time being, and don't blame me. once bitten twice shy, i'm tired. though i must admit, yesterday night where we played 'chalet break-out' was cool.

countdown to self-destruction: 5 days.