first day of school did not turn out very well. even though it was a fresh (not really) morning and everyone has a smile on their faces (even i had one), the rest of the day simply sucked in comparison. firstly, the class was exceptionally quiet since technically half of them disappeared and we had GP for the first lesson. yes GP, that was how bad it was but the philosophy essay was good and insightful. the next part of the horror came because right after GP was econs. bah. plus, i completely dreaded econs as i was absorbed in reading the new forum posts. at least i got to eat my prawn tang hoon soup with lots of chilli. yay, about the only thing i missed. life after school was a torture. there were still Rs, and thus A14 did not go out. stuck in the canteen, and rotted like a decaying corpse. i thought the meeting being brought forward to 2pm would save me, but i was so wrong, so so wrong. engaging in a meeting with nearly no singaporeans and all chinese-language teachers completely sucked. i can speak chinese like super fluently, at least in casual conversation but i realised when it comes to serious work, the English language is still my best friend. and i trudged my way home after a nearly 3 hour meeting. gosh. what a bad way to start the year, and i think this post is super messy and unorganized. happy reading, if there are any readers.