CNY's around the corner, in fact just 7mins more to go. festive mood? not really.

i've been thinking. to go or not? because if i chose to go, i would have to work really hard to make all my results as good as possible. of course it does not make any sense, since ALL of them should be as good as possible but the main issue here is that i can just depend on As if i chose not to. ugh. and i'm nt sure if i want to go back to doing physical sciences.

core curriculum, would it do me any good? i have no idea. perhaps the two foundation years would be beneficial, but once again. what am i going to major in during the last two years then? law and medicine is only available for post-graduate. besides if i really want to do law (which i still dk if it's truly what i want) i should go to the UK, and not the US.

ahh. planning for the future is so vexing and i've always thought i wanted to study locally. what changed?

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