i hope the dates come soon.

31st: A14 Post X'Mas + Countdown Party
4th: Vaneh's self-initiated bdae celebration
5th-7th: A14 chalet at aloha.

meanwhile, i shall do some studying. been trying to do maths, but it's driving me nuts. AP/GP is still such a bitch, and i think it has gotten worse since promos. can't integrate for crying out loud, losing the touch for differentiation. and there's econs, international trade, wtf is that idk. i wish i could trade it away though. on top of catching up on the notes, there's the tutorial, okay not the worst but plus A FREAKING ESSAY. really thankful for ms fisher for not spamming us with geog compulsory readings/tutorials.

see, studying is such a put-off. lets keep it aside for the moment. or shld i say there are not many such 'moments' left. frankly, i'm really scared of next year. i'm so scared i can't wake up in time before the big As, i can't train hard enough to get a silver or better for NAPFA, i can't bond with the class even more, i can't...the endless 'i can't's.

talk is cheap. lets rot. yay, cheers.