friday.
farewell assembly was...idk kinda dull to me. perhaps the main reason was that being J1, stepping into the hall is just another daily routine. but the performances could be chosen more carefully i feel, and improved on. S^3 seminar = okay but one of the better performances held in the PT compared to all the Civics sessions. Went tunny's house with oily and val after everything. ordered pastamnia (wah damn long never eat liao!) and watched 50 First Dates. they wanted to watch Sweeny but i had to leave for home. went to airport at night to send sister off to UK. i never thought i would be close to tearing, my eyes were red when i saw them crying. have i grown to love, or even earned the right to love. it's contradicting, because i tot i had always been clear of how i felt towards them, my family. we had some good times, but somehow i always didn't blend in with the three of them. it is me i know, it's my character. i get crept out when ppl get too intimate, too close. somehow, it just denies me the emotion to love, and care. hmm, idk.

today.
open house 2008. so few ppl compared to last year, i rmb the place being packed even though i went there at 2+. i have no idea why though. carrying goodie bags, giving out, ushering and persuading people to go for principal's talks and concerts, and walking around randomly and giving directions. my skinny legs complained after the event. chung cheng visitors were rare! and i skipped through all the mass dances, i just didn't feel like it(okay, i dun think i ever felt like doing it except at suntec) and i don't know how to dance the mass dances. amusing fact was, as far as i could tell almost 80% of the ppl who participated couldn't dance. imagine next year when we become J2s and graduated seniors are too busy to come back, the mass dance would be in a mess and only SC would know how to do it(i think?). came home and slept for like 2hours.

tml would be marina i guess. i'm gna get the x-men books i dun care!