panicky! there's napfa retest tml, damn the pull-ups. oh well, i can only blame myself for being lazy and didn't train. hopefully, i dun get scolded as much tml for screwing up napfa. next year, next year, i hope.

on the brighter side, since napfa retest is gna end tml, den there's nth on my worrying list. hey nono, actually there's still the cca and promos difficulties. dang! so much for trying to delude myself. u know i actually had this weird dream where i dreamt i got a gold for napfa for aceing my pull-ups(it's a dream, really) and i had the courage to ask ms lim to join vball and she said 'sure!' (okay, confirmed dream scene). lol. corny.

mug mug mug. wait. there's PW. rejoice ppl. re...joice... WR is due on tuesday and my group hasn't started but i know we can do it! right? i..think so? uncertainty creeping in. best luck then.

life hasn't been exactly good and about to get worse. but i will hang on, becuz of the feelingi regained. yea. i will!! shuddup.

bye.