what shld i say? i wouldn't know what to think now. what i saw today is like a harsh reminder to me. stop being so whimsical, so capricious. it's wrong but i'm still continuing and even to the extend of overdoing. for now, i shld stop for awhile. at least till i figure out what i really want.

anyway TJ guitar concert is kinda nice, minus the frequent flashes from cameras and the incoherent shoutings from all over the place. seriously, some ppl shld know what's concert etiquette. a musical concert is actually kind of interesting, and this concert perks me to buy band concert tickets.

should i be happy that i get to relive my dreams or frown over it, becuz i haven been behaving well. forget it, no1 will understand what i'm writing.