first day of sch. hmm, how shall i put it.

met celeste and went sch tgether cuz we agreed that walking in a totally unfamiliar sch is very embarrassing since u're not sure of the directions and may end up making a fool out of urself, not very nice huh. sat at the steps outside GO and kept a lookout for more chung cheng ppl. there were abt 10 or 12 chung cheng'er but not many i'm rly acquainted with.

went queue up with vanessa for arts stream. arts stream has like 2 queues only while science has 10queues wth. in front of us were 4 guys talking abt dj's repugnant and repulsive behavior. haha had a great laugh at the back.

next was a series of tedious events. phototaking, changing of attire, going to hall and assembling in grps, settling down etc etc. i wun say the orientation is bad, it was enthusiastic and fun-packed but somehow i'm still feeling blues and struck wif apathy that i din really get engaged in much. well, i liked the mass dances (at least they look nice when the OGLs do it but we...) and the games were kinda enjoyable. totally exhausted at the end of the day.

now this is personal. i really hate myself at times, i thought i've had thought thru and know what's the right approach. i do and i did abide by them, but...i guess it's reality which i can never escape from, gotta face it.

bye.