i'm back to blogging after more or less revising thru geography. I LIKE PURE PHYSICAL GEOGRAPHY! (with exception of the hydrological theory).

i scared my chemistry practical today. kiss goodbye to 6 marks, 1 for the wrong identification of ZINC instead of LEAD(II), and 5 for decomposing the carbonates instead of reacting them. 'i will ace my chem prac today' pretend i had nv said that.
i'm gna work harder, perhaps this is a wake up call, it's time to really put in my utmost effort for Os, especially the remaining chem paper 1 and 2. i will achieve my all ace for O lvls and get my damn ass into VJC. i will...i hope?

tmr's NYJC open hse. gg wif GR ppl, hopefully i will find my answer to the crucial 2nd and 3rd choice of my provisional admission for first 6 weeks. been struggling wif either MJC or NYJC to put as second.

it's 10 days away. though i'm nt fully prepared, i actually want it to come so it can end and i will be free of prison life. skeptical as it seems, it looks as though i can do wad i want etc, but every action i make, i really actually think thru if it will make a difference or will it affect my study plan. i do think, but it gets exceptionally annoying and exasperating. breaking free...i'm soaring....not yet. i still can't expand my wings fully. i'll be back in the sky, on 12 nov.