the feeling of ur worst nightmare coming true seriously sucks. but well, after a careful thought, i've only myself to blame. seriously, esp for e.maths. i din do much to prepare the papers, so C5 is a well deserved, or maybe benevolent enough already.

so with addition of e.maths, my L1R5's in pretty much bad shape. after much calculation, it shld turn out to be between 12-14 after minusing bonus. guess it could get me into some decent JCs like NYJC, MJC(?) etc but VJC is definitely out of reach. so ok, says that mre hardwork is needed.

perhaps i shall plan my studying plan tmr. say i'm lagging, i know some've done it wayyyyyyy long ago but at least better done den never. prelims gave me a little confidence for a.maths so that's one of my priorities. hmmm, chemistry too. humans, i swear i'm gna ace them(though i know i recycled this sentence a zillion times already).

and i conclude elective history is the worst subject u could ever choose. i feel like such a fool for choosing e.history in the first place. so much for studying, til i couldn't see the difference between my mye and prelims results. mye seq(no study) 6+5=11/25 woooo pro, prelims seq(studied 60%) 4+7=11/25 woooo dumbass. jeez.

bahh, humanities papers are flying back tmr. all i can say is, geog can u juz prove to me that studying does pay off? ss...i've done all i could. pass,fail,score --> FATE.

and to all, gd luck. =)