thursday.
school was like hell. double science, double maths. though i've dropped physics, but trying to ignore mr chua's thunderous voice proved difficult, even prevents me from concentrating to do my chemistry ws. so gave up and slept during physics instead, followed by reading 'Speak Of The Devil'. haven't been reading my two thrillers since i borrowed them like last sunday. ah, i went subway, yes again with yanting(yes again), my 'gf' jade, vanessa and huisan. me and yt were joking that the cashier will probably be bemused as though it's deja vu all over again. had subway meltz=equally heavenly. wanted to apply the VIP but nid 10bucks min of purchase. so we ate and sat there talking abt everything til 4pm. wow.

friday.
finally end of the week. love fridays now, no np, anticipiating weekends though weekends make me super bored and miserable but the knack is no waking up early woot. stayed back and completed 2 fys qns on plate tectonics. i think i'm doing pretty okay for geog? at least i did at least 2 yrs paper from fys for every topic i'm doing. but soon, i'm gonna brush up on my weather/climate and natural vegetation, been forgetting them lately. tmr there's some career thing again, actually i dun think i rly need. i've read abt 2-3 books on choosing jobs/careers in mph and i kinda have an overview already. but well, since the school paid 500bucks for it, i shall appreciate and go for it then. anyway, was calculating hw i will get on with life if i really become a corporate law lawyer with a monthly salary of $5800(like ms kwek) after working for 5 years. and i realized if i dun own a car, dun live alone but with my parents, no spouse etc, i can save at least $2500 and still have abt $1000 for leisure spending. the rest on giving my parents some money + helping to pay for part of the house and utility bills. so that promising future seemed to spur me to want to study hard and become a lawyer.

i've been trying hard, i can assure myself. and i know this time it's for real, there's no turning back. i said it myself i'm gna forget it. tlp will soon be out of my life, i will for a new hope is on the rise. but somehow, i got all worked up and stuff that i felt like breaking down. this sucks man, but i know i will overcome it. cuz i always do. =)