dreadful long day, lessons til 4.15pm how demanding. atending school is physically and mentally draining nowadays, with all the weight pulling you down. can hardly find any space to breathe. sometimes, it's not that i dun wan to study. but thinking abt needing to immerse myself in the realm of books 24/7 for the next few months kinda make me sick and lethagic while engaging in the virtual world helps escape from the ill-foreboding destiny. yes, i know what i'm saying contradicts the fact that i want to be a lawyer, an occupation which is very dry and requires much concentration but somehow, i'm juz not prepared, yet.

but i actually found a familiar,[尧] and b4 u ask, it's pronounced as 'yao4' surprised? at least i am, i always read it as 'xiao3'. i know it's random but this word juz flashed in my mind so i wna write it out. ok gtg study now liao.