as usual, monday was sucha boring day. lessons were bore so i partially slept thru them though tried to listen. felt sick and left home early, hopefully ppl dun accuse me of ponning cuz though i looked ok, i really was not. so came home and took medicine.

anyway, today vincent and co. proposed a class cruise leh omg, u know a cruise. that's like so cool, that we shld go on one as a class. i was interested at first but then, thought abt it and decided not to. i'm sorry but this is what i felt. firstly, i doubt my parents will allow me to go wandering off in the seas, they rather i was on land cuz u never know what will happen on the sea. secondly, i rather go overseas! i mean it will be a nicer experience la i mean with ur frens, u all hold a travel book in a hand and attempt to reach that place and i'm sure in the process will be very fun la haha. a cruise is like, quite boring? first day u will feel so awed but gradually, u will grow sick of it unless u're those who like to immersed urself the whole day in the jacquzzi lol or stay in the arcade room. so yea, discussed with some abt our 6 people taiwan trip. dang! i wna go hk too. nvm, tw is just as good. seriously, i'm gg do well for my prelims but not for the 3mths, but rather to convince my parents to let me go overseas with my friends.

i din know why, it's sth i looked forward to everyday. but somehow, i wasn't able to express my exuberence, i merely twitched my mouth but still failed to force out a smile. damn, but i know deep in my heart, i actually felt glad. this is ironic. jeez.