wow i'm like being insulted again. 'what have you done during the holidays? i see u basking in the world of computer only. where's the study plan you've promised to do? did you keep ur promise to study during the holidays? your parents spent so much time, so much effort on you, everything you say abt online assignments are lies. do you know how many subjects u have? you dun only have maths, u have to revise other subjects' what a whole load of crap. juz shuddup, do you all really know me well, stop making assumptions when you all dun even know the truth. i can rebutt every single line u say, but i juz kept quiet, i dun feel the point to explain, why shld i? my explanation means nth.

my holidays are divided into 2 parts. 1st 2 weeks= extra lessons + studying, next 2 weeks= cca time (camp, school anniversary). my study plan was done b4 holiday started, it was placed on my table for a mth yet u didn't see it? u come into my room every day but u din see it? or are u juz pretending you didn't so u can scold me based on this excuse. anyway, i din promise anything. i had never ever mention 'i promise' at the start of the holidays, dun put words into my mouth. but i did studied, that's a fact. i studied geography, ss, ehist, a.maths and a little of chemistry. i made notes, those are evidence. juz becoz i did not place them in places where you ppl can be seen easily does not mean i did not study. it's not only what you see that guides u to the truth. in fact, truth are always hidden, you have to find them urselves. yaya online assignments are lies, so there's no online hcl papers to do, the school printed the instructions abt it on how to access into the website for fun, for our pleasure happy? stop contradicting urselves. of cuz i know i have other subjects aside from maths, so i do not do maths everyday but only occasionally so that i can revise other subjects. but who wasthe one who keep harping i shld do maths everyday, dun u know it's not beneficial for one to only keep focusing on one subject, one will get tired out easily, our brain would not want to do it, we wun learn much. so get ur facts rite b4 u shoot ur mouths off. spend what time with me? i dun even care two hoots abt you all, everytime i wna bring us closer/bond us by talking abt some other light issues (tv, school happenings) i will get nagged for saying stuff non-related to studies, or that i shld only care abt studies and ignore the rest. shld i lock myself in a vacant room to study and isolate myself from the world with juz a hole at the side for ppl to deliver my food? so i would appreciate if u all juz mind your own damn business and leave me alone. since u all dun like to hear me talk, why chide me for being indifferent towards you all, chide me for not talking to you all, in the first place who's the one who forbits me to speak my mind?

yes i admit i have been using the comp alot to watch shows etc, to slack. but why? have you all ever considered other factors other than studying? my cca journey is coming to an end, i feel sad, i dun want it to end, my mood is AFFECTED, have u all ever realize it? my mind is not calm, i have problems othering me but i know i can't confide in u all cuz it's NON-ACADEMIC RELATED, i dun wna get another scolding. i'm not in the best mood to study right now, i wna get my mind away from these stuff. do u all ever thought abt such issues? growing up is not abt studying. i'm not small, i'm not a kid, i'm a teenager, my life do not juz revolve ard playing catching anymore, i've my own life to lead juz like you, i face problems in school juz like you do at work, school is not heaven, it have problems, its disadvantages. b4 you all open your itchy mouth, think thru carefully for every1's benefits.