tmr's the official start of the holidays. i shld be damn glad becoz no mre early wake-up calls rite? NO! still early wake-ups though i get to sleep an hr more, den i will have to train myself to drag my heavy bag filled with books etc and rush to nlb to get a seat and STUDY. yes, study omg when every1 seem to be on a movie-spree tmr, i'm gg to the library to tire myself out mentally -_-. so somehow my isolation policy juz reinforced itself, i wanted company at first fot tmr's study but somehow i soon thought that i will be better on my own, i wanted to be alone. i tot of gg back to school to study coz i heard some of them will be gg back too to study but the feeling of wanting to be alone struck me again. i realize since i'm back to isolation, i might as well subscribe to fl but the god-damn internet has broken down again, like the 100th time already, what's its problem.

shall tell myself to follow my study plan. i must complete geography, ehistory and social studies, a.maths and 3/4 of chemistry by the end of the holidays. i must, and i will. i must remind myself constantly that my goal in the o lvls is a 10-12 pts, which means each subject must at least be an A2, no mre than that. it's my goal, i gotta follow it but somehow, i know i would find ecuses for myself to skive, to slack and in the end i wun complete much, shit. but anyway, lets juz hope i will rly be a good student this holiday and study, yea pls be studious!

oh and finally, gd luck to those taking o lvl chinese tmr..qwyg..