0k i think i'm finally able to post. today marked the end of mye and foreshadows the start of debriefs which i think wun be good. why, coz the sch was exceptionally kind and gave us 1 day holiday(marking day). i suspect it's to prepare us physically, mentally and sartorially for the doomsday on monday. a long weekend so we can calm our nerves and soothe our soles. am i thinking too much? haha.

anyway today was e.maths p2. i was sucha fool. i din realize there were either and or for e.maths. i tot qn 7 and 8 was compulsory though i was wondering why need do so many qns, juz hope mrs yeo count the qn which i got a higher mark. wl damn wasted the time saved cld be used to complete my transformations ugh. mye hasn't been good, screwed up 80% of the papers, can only pray for the best right now and hope i'm nt included into the upcoming '9am-5pm self-studying programme' which our nosey VP will surely be organizing which is seen as 'beneficial' to us students, what an excuse. i mean, u're asked to go back t study but no1 is there to teach as a mentor/teacher to guide/teach u stuff u dun understand and rly wna know. u sit there like a fool staring at the notes/book with 0 understanding zzz.

i wna pass out quickly. i'm slowly bulding up dislike for np which i shadn't elaborate for i'm forbidden to. so ciao.