CIP today was tiring. i swear i shld have allocated a flat with lesser floors, lesser units and least residents for my grp coz we were struggling to carry all the stuff donated down to the truck while other grps were carefree enuff to finish their desserts and return to meeting pt only to find us still slogging our heads off. but ok it was kinda meaningful i guess, so quite worth the time.

so went TM and had lunch at pastamania and embarked on a journey to TOYSRUS to reminisce on our childhood. wow i was fascinated by this sword made of styrofoam and kept holding on it along with the retarded JingYi and we were in a world of our own, hallucinating that we were samurais or swordsmen. den walked abt abit and back to the dillema of nowhere to go. i felt like gg to changi airport and watch the planes take off, it's a good replacement for going to the beach. i need a place to think, to ponder abt what i'm gna do with my life. am i gna end it just yet, or i will strive for excellence in my life. but in the end i dropped the idea, coz neither of them felt like gg and there isn't much time coz i still need to go back to school. been ages since i went to the airport also aww. one day i shall go there, maybe i will end up meeting some stars and get recruited into one of them wahaha. ok, we went back to century square to specially have hagen diaz ice cream and i got conned by huisan! 3 mini scoops of ice-cream + 2 toppings cost $17.90 like wtf.

went back to school after taking a long bus ride. sgt test hasn't finish though it's already 3+ so waited and waited for it to finally end and briefed the sec3s b4 gg KFC to have dinner with chua ah pa and the ren yuan(ape). ate, talked/badmouthed/cursed/poured out feelings etc til 9.30pm den went home. found out alot of events that happened and i was totally unaware today and it shocked me. conclusion: life's nv a bed of roses yea or primrose path, gotta learn to accept that fact. but i'm glad i din volunteer to go GOH, i need to evaluate each and every1 of them carefully again.

so tmr's weekend nlb study. piaing a.maths for the damn retest so i can pass well and also prove to myself that i can make it for the prelims b4 continuing to mug for other subjects. so mrs cheng quick find me, i wna drop physics asap! that's all, ciao.