suddenly i'm forced to change to google account. hope that the skins wun be rejected blah blah etc.

today was 2.4km run. ugh, i think i got a D or C with my timing. sian, NP shld run more, estelle, pamela they all say like cmi. haha, too slack liao NP now, can't believe if i pass out and only study and no training how sia, will i become rugged and frail? friday is 5items and i'm so nt prepared. since my run supposedly gt D, i'm aiming for silver yea? last yr was !"£$%^&*. i told mr khoo i failed my shuttle run and he said no1 failed so he wun let me retake, den in the end the shuttle run in the report really showed a fail wth. 5items i'm worried abt pull-ups bah i guess, think D or C need 3-5? hopefully can, anyway i shld be failing shuttle run again. haha i do that every year becoz i got this slipping-phobia since sec1 that running in concourse will fall so i always take retest then the teacher will be like: 'why u from fail suddenly jump to B or C'. but generally, i'm really nt ready for 5items, haven't been training, have been slacking, about time i build up myself.

life has been good yea i hope? i tried to stop thinking and those thoughts do really seem to stop lingering in my mind. i only want to score well for mye. i wna maintain my L1R5 of 12 for CT, or even better. i've been practising mole concept qns these few days and i dare say i'm more than halfway there yea? once my mole concept i clear and strong enuff, i guess the rest just require memory? chemistry, pray that i ace it since it will be my only science. i've more or less decided to drop physics so kiss goodbye to gary chua. a.maths has been my major fear since the start as well as e.maths now that sec3 topics are included. hope that ms sharmilla can teach finish chapter 15 and 16 fast then revise sec3 topics, if nt seriously i think a bare pass is all i can get.
wow, a whole paragraph on academics? that's new haha.