i guess i really took things in the stride. it's about time for me to start studying(abit motivated). it was today, for once in my whole secondary life that i'm umable to finish my chinese papers within the 2hour duration. it was an awakening, what am i doing? i always had at least 1/2 hr left b4 time's up but today, i was practically rushing thru and scribble my answers on the papers. damn, i'm so nt looking forward to the h.chinese papers this time, i really screw up big time.

paper 1 was a relief. my worst fear din come true. there was only 1 yan jiang ci and ta-da, savourior of the day - GONG HAN! but the truth is, gong han wasn't that easy to write either. i can say it's the hardest we attempted before but wells, it's better than yan jiang ci. i actually think i knew 2 out of the 3 zuo wen qns, so i threw a rubber and fate suggested i attempt qn 4 on the keeping the environment clean.

paper 2 was a killer. there were many qns which asked for own opinions which totally caught me off-guard so i merely wrote a few lines (2-3 lines) for some 5 and 6 mrks qns. haha, dunno hw to score sia. was still writing when sharmillah asked us to stop so yea, can imagine hw hectic i was.

am i getting back the bond with my class? i'm nt sure, i'm nt even sure if it really mattered to me anymore. yes, sometimes it really brighten up my days in school but in controversal, i really wna howl and shut them up at times. i dno why i'm feeling so extreme, i wna take a break, and get away from all these...maybe a stroll will do some good? ciao.