i deleted my previous entry to avoid complications, beisdes i only typed all that out becoz i wna let off steam. since i'm nt as pissed as yesterday, i shall nt pursue the matter anymre, hw typical. wadever.

i was supposed to be happy during interaction period when i got to go to LT2 for some discussion considering who was present. i admit i was happy, or rather there was this surge of joy in me, but soon it faded away.

my previous thoughts came back, thoughts that bore the fact that nth good will result ; thoughts that tell me there will be no fairytale ending.

why hold on to that impractical and impossible dream, why. i asked myself, why.

i din have an answer.

i juz sat there thruout thinking the same old question that lingers in my mind.

but i m really glad, it's true that there was such a day. i do look forward to such meetings again, or at least i hope when there's really another session, i will be prepared for an answer...