ugh. march holidays suckkk big time. though mrs tan asked us to enjoy this march holidays as much as we can but seriously, is there of any joy or fun to speak of? it's true i dun have to go back to sch everyday, the problem is even if u wna ask some ppl out, they will have things on that day too or nid go back to sch esp since SYF is ard the corner.

summarising the this whole week, frankly i've not studied much except on organic chemistry and a maths which i now have no idea already. what can i say, life's busy, though i shld be prepared for this hectic period. and tml's so not gna be a good day. why coz i'm pretty sure teachers will be longing to return to us our common test papers since friday is PTC. oh tml i'm getting back papers which i screwed up namely a.maths and chemistry and papers which are hard to pass (social studied and ehistory). great isn't it? juz hope my hcl results is nt bad and i rly pray hard that my a.maths and chemistry turn out well coz i rly rly spent time and effort studying these 2 subjects, pls gimme an A for these 2 subjects or at least a B3 and nth worse. and it's thru this holiday that i'm able to relax abit which made me realize how trapped i was in life right now. but i guess life's gna need to move on, the vicious cycle continues....

yest night i had this strange dream which featured tgy whom i nv imagined i would have. i juz wonder what it signifies. sometimes they say dreams are what u're thinking abt in ur mind during the day. l0l. wadever, i juz hope everything turns out good for my CT becoz i seriously dun wna die on PTC.

i dno why but i'm losing some hope and faith...i'm juz sick and tired of this unspoken of feeling...