definitely a bad start for a new school term. i gt back 3 of the 4 papers predicted and my worst fear came true. time for my 'honours' roll:

chemistry:
mcq- 7/10
structured- 18/30
total- 25/40 (62.5 B4)

social studies:
content- 9/10
seq- 7/8
sbq- 0/7
total- 16/25 (64 B4)

higher chinese:
zong he tian kong- 18/30
li jie wen da- 40/ 50
chang wen suo duan- 15/20
total- 73/100 (A2)

my worst nightmare came true. i gt a B4 for my chemistry when i said i want nth worse den a B3. irony isn't it. but i gotta say, the class din do as well as we expected. many were aiming for at least a 30 but in the end, only like 2 or 3 gt 30 and above. rly hate myself for being so careless on the graph question, lost a total of 5 mrks coz of that. damn. i rly wanted to ace this CT chemistry becoz it's considered easy. hah v often the easier it is, the mre one tend to make unnecessary mistakes. thumbs down for chemistry.

i shld be pleased with my ss coz i passed but i'm not. if my marks other den content lets say my seq din do well and so didn't my sbq and i passed, i would be glad. but the truth is i did well for my seq but my sbq flunked. i shld have written the word reliable and i can get my 4 mrks at least according to what ms gan said and that would grant me a 20/25 for ss, but thanks to my impatience and aloofness, i din do the best i could. but one thing tht comforted me was, i din know so many ppl scored lower den me :X haha oops.

hcl...what to say? i din have much stress abt hcl la, but i tot i cld do better yea, guess that's it. and i'm so gna die tmr. it's the double dating maths day! first period i have e.maths which i'm mre confident of, den thankfully a period of hcl in between for me to calm down and face the next obstacle- a.maths CT papers. by right since i'm doing well for my class tests(a.maths), i shld not be so paranoid abt it but i can't help but feel cowered. why, becoz i din solve 1 qn and i'm damn damn worried abt my differentiations. make me score for a.maths, that will be my consolence ._.

and since the stupid dream which i shadn't disclose the day b4, i found myself twindling the same name, i dno why. and i actually looked forward to lectures on monday and wednesday. l0l.

u sort of reassured me today.