actually it wasn't as exciting as i tot it will be getting back physics. i failed. didn't stir up much of a turbulence in me, i guess i'm used to it. but i'm disappointed with my geography, supposedly i got 58 according to the progress report but i'm not sure coz i haven gotten back my paper. oh and in case u're wondering, i got a 17/40 for my physics of which 4-5mrks are deducted juz becoz i nv write in 3 s.f. wth make me fail liddat. now for my CA1's honours roll:

2006 Results:
3 Cs, 1 As, 2 Fs, 2 Ds L1R5: 32

2007 CA1 Results:
4 As, 2 Bs, 2 Ds L1R5: 13

seemed like a big jump yea, but really i think my hard work shld pay off more esp. chemistry and geography. seriously i shld really drop physics, it's such a bother. i calculated and i found out my avg for 7.subjects excluding physics will be 70+ while it will be 68 if include physics. u see, physics hinders my progress, hell with physics. i rly shld juz get the drop physics form from mrs cheng now and then ask gary chua to sign and free myself of this torture. i'm tired really, i'm sick of getting back fails. in fact, i'm scared and it scrutinizes me to even think of getting back a grade lower den C6 and physics is one of the subject that does that.

and to my dismay, i was happily highlighting all the JCs i can enter after i counted my L1R5 and i was there wowing since i seemed to be able to be eligible for more den 3/4 of the JCs. then i browsed thru, -_- i can enter all except the top 5 JCs (Victoria, Temasek, Hwa Chong, Raffles, Anglo Chinese) what a wet blanket sia. but i wun mind going to a good poly like SP coz i heard the food there is v nice, ok that's beisdes the pt but still it's a gd JC k nid 10+ pts den can go in, plus polys are hot favourites nowadays. i guess i muz continue to study hard to maintain or even improve my current standard which i feel is possible bah. better start re-learn my sec3 a and e.maths topics.

i finally realized i ultimately can't escape from the fact that u're the one though i was having second thoughts.