today made me kinda pissed.
1stly, i got back my chem test. and i minus 3 mrks coz i wrote 3 answers this way: Fe(II) oxide, den ms wan put big big: make up ur mind, u wna write formula or name. den liddat for 3 qns, correct answers, but wrong way of writing minus 3 mrks. from 22 become 19/30 wl basically drop from A2 to B4 leh wth. ugh i rly mugged for this stupid test, plus i got sneered by jade lols. curse jade fail geog! haha.

2ndly. some1 is still spreading propoganda again. i dno wth is the person's problem. no details nth. keep this post short, sweet and simple and no complications yea. anyway, tml gt chem practical which is gna sucked and i'm gna ask gh to change place wif me.

but it's making me really...unhappy abt it? i feel i've lost all connections with the class. indeed, physically and sartorially, nth has changed. looks remain same, clothes remain same. but i feel i'm wrapped in an intangible coffin of barrier, this feeling sux. it's not as if i dun communicate or even if i do, i give that kp look? sometimes, i dun understand myself, i cnt seem to perceive what's the core of the problem either or maybe it's juz that i dun wna admit that it's becoz of my own indifference, my change in attitude that has caused this seemingly invisible but highly destructive wave to crash upon me. hell, screw it, i rly wna get away from everything. now, i wna pass out of np and get overthe last yr in cchms which i desperate clung on to last year?

i rly wna rely u, even if it's only for a short period, i rly nid some1 where i could depend on though i know it's impossible. we're nt even acquainted but there are times where i rly nid a comfort, an assurance from no one else but u, u duck...