quite a bummer today la. i was pissed throughout the whole day, mostly with LEE ZHENG YI. what i'm going to write mightget abit personal and i rly wud like to avoid conflicts but it's really bugging me and if i dun let it out, it would turn into grudge. so i rather i make it clear.
Firstly in the morning, zheng yi came to sch den he walked out. i saw him he saw and he happily waved and said hi to me. den juz b4 flag raising den i knew he's leaving to go breakfast and coming back to 9+. wth u leave ur bag in school and u walk out liddat without telling me or huishan. huishan called u and u want us to mark u as present. if u wna pon, wna zao lor can u all pls at least inform us or if the teacher find anything wrong wif attendance who are the ones who get into trouble? yes u all do but class leaders get implicated too and we will be punished even more severely. so next time b4 u all attempt to boycott school halfway or what, consider what ur actions might bring to others. be considerate. it's nt the first time, not the second, not the third and definitely nt the fourth, count urselves hw many times have ppl in class ponned lessons, run away halfway. u all enjoy it but us? having to come up with all kinds of lame excuses so that u all wun get into trouble. if we expose u den how, u hate us den spread nasty stuff abt us den what? class conflict again. help u den u all dunno ur limits, dno how to think for others, only care abt urselves.
Secondly, i think u might as well dun come back since u only returned at around charisma lesson. and worse, it was ending already. beside that, dun act as if boycotting school and eating breakfast is a very glorious thing to do. u think u're cool? save it, the word cool will never fit u and neither will it's cousins. so dun go yanking about during every lessons abt being late is 0k, nt the student's fault etc which is totally crap. why dun u juz quit school since u only come when there's only 2hrs left.
Thirdly, i would appreciate if ppl dun tok so loudly at every single lesson. it's irritating esp. today practically u all were yanking ur heads off throughout the whole day, after recess. i could hear the neverending chatting during hcl and geog lesson. know ur limits, it adds life to the class yes but rmb, this year is sec4 year u need to study i need to study every1 need to study and the noise u all are making is far overboard, it's no longer adding bustle to lighten the tense atmospherebut rather burdening the class progress. so pls, talk can, but pls keep ur volume down if u really gt the urge to and refrain from disrupting the class.
Fourthly, i was disappointed with the class today after school as well. heyrmb it's spring cleaning? immediately after school, ppl streamed out of class as though it's juz a normal school day, yes it is but we need to clean the class rite. i brought the equipments already and u all saw it but pretend u nv and juz walk out liddat. the only person excused are those needed to go for tml's cny performance rehersal, syf and yijie who gt back injury. the rest are supposed to help out. but i dun see much initiative. thx to those who helped but those who didn't, i dun blame u but it will benefit and help alot if u all were willing even juz to wipe ONE window pane. it makes every1 job easier.
i tot i've already given up on 4gr already previously. but after today i realized i couldn't, these minor details and events bothered me so much. freak it, nvm i'm quitting after term1 probably and let the class choose their own monitor bah since i only became coz i volunteered.
